Gareth Jones Songs

Album One
14. If Only (6:17)**
A turning point song marking my midlife crisis. Don’t put things off.
Hence this album.
Play Song
IF ONLY
Don’t wait forever,
Don’t try to get round to it.
Don’t put it off until when you retire.
So much aspiration, so many hopes and challenges
Fail to happen when you lose the fire.
Never say “what if”, “perhaps” and “I regret”.
I never seemed to find the time for things.
Your days just slip away while the excuses you still say
And all that’s left are sadder songs to sing.
If only I had started skiing earlier.
If only I had practiced my guitar
If only I had tried to keep much fitter.
If only I had learnt to live my life.
If only I’d made better job decisions.
If only I had travelled far and wide
If only I’d loved you as much as I should do;
If only I had learnt to live my life.
Then there comes a time when you say hold on a while
You're acting old before your very eyes
You find that you now do the things your parents do.
It’s scary, so it’s time to change your life.
Never say “what if”, “perhaps” and “I regret”....
If only I had never heard The Archers.
If only I had never started golf
If only I’d not owned a pair of slippers.
If only I had learnt to live my life.
If only I had kept a good deal slimmer.
If only I had found some time for me
If only I’d loved you as much as I should do:
If only I had learnt to live my life.
Some of us have shocks, some of us have illness,
Some of us are jolted into life.
We find out that our time is hanging on a line
And we never know until it is too late.
Never say “what if”, “perhaps” and “I regret”...
So now I plan to take up more activities.
So now I plan to meet up with new friends
So now I plan to play and sing my songs again.
So now I plan the renaissance of my life
So now I plan to find the time for others.
So now I plan more creativity
So now I will love you the way that I should do.
So now I plan the renaissance of my life.
If only I had had the nerves to do things.
If only I had thought I had the time
If only I loved you as much as I should do
Then I would have learnt the way to live my life.
